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About Me Member Multimedia Artist theghan25/Male/Unknown Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Self realization

Sat Mar 27, 2004, 2:06 AM
Presently, I'm in a state where chaos runs in my head. I'm almost turning out into this monster who is angry at anyone, including myself. I've used art as a weapon to show who is superior, but instead I have come to realize that I hate what I do. I feel that I'm always in a race. I do art not for expressing who I am, but I do what others want to see with my works.

I can't make works that reflect who I am trully. Now I don't know who I am. I'm frustrated that I can't find my path to contentment, to my piece of mind. Because of technology, new societies evolve that dictates you to hurry up. Productivity is the key to success, and success is what every man should stive for.

I want to have peace of mind. I want to do art again because I enjoy it. I want to do art again without releasing too much effort. In this world, I feel spaced out. I couldn't put together the pieces in my mind to focus on things. I couldn't breathe because I feel that I'm losing the race now matter how hard I try. I don't know myself anymore. My art reflects who I am: an amalgam of what I want to see. Now I do not see myself as an ecclectic, but rather, a polluted mind with a chameleon-like being.

I want to find myself. I wish I could find it somehow...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Philippines
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Print preference: 8 x10 inches
  • Interests: Films, food, filipinas
  • Favourite movie: City of God
  • Favourite band or musician: Jack Johnson
  • Favourite genre of music: Nothing typical
  • Favourite artist: Shaun Tan, Dave McKean, Michel Gondry
  • Favourite poet or writer: Nick Bantocl
  • Operating System: DOS
  • MP3 player of choice: Siony
  • Wallpaper of choice: Iron Man
  • Favourite game: Katamari!!!! Damacyyyyyyy!!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: NDS, PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob Squarepants
  • Personal Quote: Yeah,yeah,yeah
  • Tools of the Trade: CS

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Comments


:iconklutosis:
ghani!!! bat wala site mo? sayang naman!

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You have nothing to lose but your claims!
:iconlime-colored-overcoa:
i'm diggin' your style, i really like it. mind if i watch?

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Ambition is a poor excuse for not having sense enough to be lazy. -Edgar Bergen
:iconkrunce:
where have you been all my life - your art is absolutely amazing
+watch

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Krunce
"I should have been a pair of ragged claws,
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas."
-- Eliot
:iconenfant-bless:
You have such beautiful art, :+devwatch: ^_^
:iconwindy999:
Got here by randomness and I'm glad I did Ghani!

Great gallery - like your style!

Nice to see some variety!

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:iconmindless-sheep:
wala namang anuman... keep up the great work!
:icondescendant:
Thanks for the devwatch, i'll return the favor because you have nice artwork here.

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:iconnvida:
thanks for the comment ;)

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:iconspun:
Okay. That's it! Your art rocks. +devwatch :) (Smile)
:iconkreestal:
hi there! THANK YOU+++ for your nice comment on my ID! i'm so honoured that you added it to your Favorites! :) (Smile)

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